Not everything in life is fair bro.
Sorry to hear about your disability but we all have problems don't worry about that.
Appreciate your honesty.
I understand why you had to go full digital and there's no hate about that , I also bought digital games too for that same reason like netflix, and also because some games aren't available in physical . I don't think Senua's sacrifice was available at the time on physical for the PS4 and I had my psn account so nothing wrong with that . Done same with Shadow of the Colossus , Shadow Of The Beast and a few others which were pretty crap for the system which I ended up selling because most games weren't making the console justice , specially from moving from PS3 to PS4 , there's always expectations and got it mostly because of Resident Evil 7 which was fantastic , then played a few others just as I mentioned , got lucky with Senua's Sacrifice and then rest crap again , got Nioh or whatever it was so fucking meh thinking it was a hack n slash type a game like god of war and so on so there ya go.
I just got sick of having to spend good money in this silly gamble of knowing or not knowing if the game's actually great or not.
I fell for Sony's hype and I learnt my lesson.
Never again.
There's nothing wrong about going digital , I don't mind some games being digital or even released in both forms . I enjoy my wee collection of PS3 games specially those physical ones with all the fantastic artworks , manuals and Blu-Rays.
Can you not just delete them as they're stored in your online account?